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sat in a horrible place
i did something really stupid which i really regret, i wasn't snooping but came across some writing of my partners and curiosity got the better of me and i stupidly read it , he said that he doesn't find me physically attractive and doesn't love me and is confused and also wrote how he misses his...
reflecting brings me hope
when i look back at my journey it always seems to amaze me how far ive come, i once was a girl who was so uncomfortable in my own skin I would binge and purge everyday, then I found drugs, a new way to keep my weight down with an added bonus of not feeling at all and being in a place...
living in the moment
after all this time im trying to live in the moment, I have good days and bad ones, I sometimes binge, i sometimes purge, im trying to take each day as it comes and every day I don't act out is an achievement. i don't know whether im ever gonna be cured from this ED or if...
wish my head would shut up
its been a few weeks since ive been on here, all I seem to do when I come on here is moan about how things are, I managed to abstain from purging for a few weeks but then the old thinking crept back in, i wish my head would be quiet once in a while. its started again, the...
confused, am i in denial
its been a while since ive been on here, my weight has gone up by 8 pounds and i haven't binged for a few weeks and part of me thinks im on the road to recovery however im slowly becoming obsessed with losing the pounds that I have put on and found my self yesterday buying a weeks worth of...
confused and scared is therapy the answer?
i know that my problems are within, i have inablity to funtion and use my eating disorder to cope. somehow i have slipped further down not even aware of it untill now. im taking slimmin pills and justifying it to myself because they are herbal tablets, still abusing laxatives...
to scared to get to know the real me
food is not the problem i am, food is just a way of me coping with how i am feeling, to scared to allow myself to get to know me, i use food to control the way i feel. counting calories, taking laxatives is my way of feeling in control of my life. who am i kidding i have no control...
does anyone recover?? is OA an option??
its been years that ive been struggling with this ED, don't get me wrong ive had periods when ive been abstinent from acting out however they have never been for that long. its hard trying to hide my struggles from love ones, my partner doesn't know the struggle i have each day...
im still fighting despite myself
its been a while since ive been on this site and not much has changed. i still wake up with the same thoughts and fears. I haven't binged for a while now, but im still abusing laxatives. sometimes the fight in me weakens and i want to fully give in to this ED, but...
Help, im so obsessed
im so obsessed with losing weight, it occupying my head all the time. im even looking up diet pills, appetite suppressants, anything that i think will help me lose and control my weight. i haven't binged or purged for a few days now, im eating normally, whatever that may...
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