hope4recovery

confused, am i in denial

hope | January 07, 2009 05:08

its been a while since ive been on here, my weight has gone up by 8 pounds and i haven't binged for a few weeks and part of me thinks im on the road to recovery however im slowly becoming obsessed with losing the pounds that I have put on and found my self yesterday buying a weeks worth of those shake diets, where u replace meals with shakes. am on the slippery road with this, imnot sure, is this the right thing for me to do, im in two minds, is my eating disorder slipping back in, will this trigger it off again, these questions I need to ask myself