hope4recovery

living in the moment

hope | March 23, 2009 14:26

after all this time im trying to live in the moment, I have good days and bad ones, I sometimes binge, i sometimes purge, im trying to take each day as it comes and every day I don't act out is an achievement. i don't know whether im ever gonna be cured from this ED or if its just gonna get easier to manage, im not sure if im ever gonna find peace with myself or if this voice that constantly nags at me about food is gonna ever go away but tonight i haven't managed to act out and for me thats an achievement and if I can do tomorrow what I have done today ill be ok