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sat in a horrible place

hope | April 17, 2009 06:37

i did something really stupid which i really regret, i wasn't snooping but came across some writing of my partners and curiosity got the better of me and i stupidly read it , he said that he doesn't find me physically attractive and doesn't love me and is confused and also wrote how he misses his ex, he wrote this a few weeks ago when we were constantly arguing, now im distraught i can't confront him with this as i shouldn't of looked and i feel awful for looking. where do i go from here, i love him and i thought things were better, its eating me up inside the fact that he's not attractive to me its taking me everything not to act out on my ED, its a horrible place to be in.